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"What being special has meant to me, is walking this world alone, not knowing what the hell i am."

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22 years old. Self-taught artist. Struggling to live through C-PTSD and Depression.
I'm a movie/TV show addict. Books were my best friends since I was born. Recently took an interest in anime and mangas. Used to be a gamer but I don't have time for that anymore. Becoming a mangaka and working as an artist, is my only goal now.
If you have any questions, feel free to ask.

Benedict Cumberbatch Stamp by TwilightProwler Stamp: Cabin Pressure by SongOrSuicide
Sherlock by Anawielle .:Sherlock Stamp: B O R E D :. by zealferal SuperWhoLock Stamp by KatrinaKay I Love Manga by LiMT-Art
Pisces by mysage Vampire Stamp by iZgo Misanthrope stamp by wyldraven Loner stamp by wyldraven Self-Taught Artist by sequelle Agnostic by capricordestin I Love my Insanity by Dragon-of-Midnight I Support Dead People Stamp by bizarrostamps Sarcastic Stamp by PixieDust01 Winter Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Wolf Lover, Stamp by JazzaX Stamp: I'm not weird by Roxy317 Slaughter is the best medicine by pastelwings4 Superior and Sarcastic by Sergeant-McFluffers

My BEST friend in the entire world :iconrukkuss: = AWESOMENESS :blackrose:
Go check out her gallery but you can't be friends with her, cause i met her first!
I will find you and kill you!

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:heart: My favorite quotes of all time, from movies, books and songs:

:blackrose: "I will forgive those who deserve freedom. I will damn those who have damned themselves. I will learn to live after love has died." (The Order)

:blackrose: "The terrible thing about the truth is that sometimes you find it." (The Order)

:blackrose: "If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with." (Michael Jackson)

:blackrose: "To say I love falsely is as contradictory as to say I believe falsely. " (Casanova)

:blackrose: "Madness is the emergency exit." (The Joker)

:blackrose: "Madness, as you know, is like gravity. All it takes is a little push." (The Joker)

:blackrose: "The only sensible way to live in this world is without rules!" (The Joker)

:blackrose: "You see, in their last moments, people show you who they really are." (The Joker)

:blackrose: "Introduce a little anarchy. Upset with the established order, and everything becomes CHAOS. And you know the thing about Chaos? It's FAIR!" (The Joker)

:blackrose: "I'm like a dog chasing cars, i donno what would i do with one if i caught it. I!" (The Joker)

:blackrose: "I believe whatever doesn't kill you, simply makes you...Stranger!" (The Joker)

:blackrose: "You don't arm yourself after war has been declared. You build your army so big, that no one dares pick the fight." (Klaus)

:blackrose: "when we are happy we are always good, but when we are good we're not always happy." (The Picture of Dorian Gray)

:blackrose: "I can assure you, pleasure is very different from happiness..." (Dorian Gray)

:blackrose: ""Human beings are the only creatures on Earth that claim a god and the only living thing that behaves like it hasn't got one." (The Rum Diary)

:blackrose: "Time pays us, but with earth and dust and a dark silent grave." (Nightwish)

:blackrose: "In peace, sons bury their fathers; In war, fathers bury their sons."

:blackrose: "You know what? 'Whatever' is the laziest word of the twentieth century, alright? I've had it with whatever! I don't wanna hear it again in this century, ever again. 'Whatever' is over!" (Benjamin Mee)

:blackrose: "Sometimes all you need, is twenty seconds of insane courage. Just literally twenty seconds of just embarrassing bravery, and I promise you something great will come of it." (Benjamin Mee)

:blackrose: "Always hope for the best, and plan for the worst!" (The Bourne Ultimatum)

:blackrose: "Evey Hammond: Who are you?
V: Who? Who is but the form following the function of what and what I am is a man in a mask.
Evey Hammond: Well I can see that.
V: Of course you can. I'm not questioning your powers of observation; I'm merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is." (V For Vendetta)

:blackrose: "It means that I, like God, do not play with dice and do not believe in coincidence." (V For Vendetta)

:blackrose: "Evey Hammond: Are you like a... crazy person?
V: I'm quite sure they will say so." (V For Vendetta)

:blackrose: "It is to Madame Justice that I dedicate this concerto, in honor of the holiday that she seems to have taken from these parts, and in recognition of the impostor that stands in her stead." (V For Vendetta)

:blackrose: "We set out to change the world... ended up just changing ourselves." (Velvet Goldmine)

:blackrose: "Man is least himself when he talks in his own person... Give him a mask and he'll tell you the truth."

:blackrose: "Sometimes you need to destroy something to save it." (True Blood)

:blackrose: "Many people are alive only because it's illegal to shoot them!"

:blackrose: "Help someone when they are in trouble and they will remember you when they are in trouble again!"

:blackrose: "If you want to find out who your real friends are, sink the ship. The first ones to jump aren't your friends." (Marilyn Manson)

:blackrose: "A tree falls the way it leans. Be careful which way you lean." (The Lorax)

:blackrose: "They say God doesn't help us because we have "free will". Those very same people believe in the "power of prayer". (Onision)

:blackrose: "Without fail!! EVERY time I leave my house, it's as if I've given up my every right to be left alone, or treated with respect!!! You flies with your unyielding little minds!!! You think my difference from you is an excuse to 'comment' on me, as if I were on DISPLAY for you!!!" (JTHM)

:blackrose: "You must really knew me if you can laugh at me." (JTHM)

:blackrose: "You make fun of people for lack of anything better to do." (JTHM)

:blackrose: "Understand that it's just a person; not worth devoting any nightmares to." (JTHM)

:blackrose: "There is no worse enemy than the one incapable of knowing why they may be wrong." (JTHM)

:blackrose: "This one is only human in appearance; A clever disguise for a simple animal. The real humans are harder to find!" (JTHM)

:blackrose: "To beat the villain, you have to be the better villain!" (Stefan Salvatore)

:blackrose: "We are all a little weird and life’s a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love." (Dr. Seuss)

:blackrose: "I hated history, didn't you? It's all just a load of stuff that's already happened." (In Bruges)

:blackrose: "How wonderful that all it took for you to grow up was the end of the world." (Green Lantern)

:blackrose: "Fear is the enemy of will. Will is what makes you take action." (Green Lantern)

:blackrose: "Everyone's got something to blame, because no one wants to look inside themselves." (Charles Manson)

:blackrose: "The mind is endless. You put me in a dark solitary cell, and to you that's the end, to me it's the beginning, there's a world in there...and I'm free." (Charles Manson)

:blackrose: "Well God I guess you're my best friend, being's I invented you." (Charles Manson)

:blackrose: "Thank God we've come to our senses and worship a carpenter who lived two thousand years ago." (Simpsons)

:blackrose: "A prayer in a public school!? God has no place within these walls, just like facts don't have a place within an organized religion." (Simpsons)

:blackrose: "When people see good, they expect good; And I don't wanna live up to anyone's expectations." (The Vampire Diaries)

:blackrose: "The problem is not the problem; the problem is your attitude about the problem."

:blackrose: "Listen, smile, agree, and then do whatever the fuck you were gonna do anyway." (Robert Downey Jr.)

:blackrose: "There is no ideal world for you to wait around for. The world is always just what it is now, and it's up to you how you respond to it." (Warm Bodies)

:blackrose: "Real power comes not from hate but from truth. (Abraham Lincoln Vampire Hunter)

:blackrose: "You're happy to believe in something that's invisible, but if it's staring you in the face: "Nope, can't see it!"." (Doctor Who)

:blackrose: "Hey, crazy lady, I believe in God, too. I just don't think he's the bloodthirsty asshole you make him out to be." (The Mist)

:blackrose: "You can't convince some people there's a fire even when their hair is burning. Denial is a powerful thing." (The Mist)

:blackrose: "It's amazing how quickly things can go from 'bad' to 'total shit-storm'." (Zombieland)

:blackrose: "I've always been kind of a loner. I avoided other people like they were zombies...even before they were zombies. Now that they are all zombies, I kinda miss people." (Zombieland)

:blackrose: "Is it better to be smart... or lucky?" (Zombieland)

:blackrose: "History remembers the battles, but forgets the blood." (Abraham Lincoln Vampire Hunter)

:blackrose: "Men have enslaved each other since they invented gods to forgive them for doing it." (Abraham Lincoln Vampire Hunter)

:blackrose: "You have to make the right choice. As long as you don't choose, everything remains possible." (Mr. Nobody)

:blackrose: "Daddy says he can predict exactly when Mars will be in the sky, even in a hundred years. But the funny thing is, Daddy doesn't know what will happen to him two minutes from now." (Mr. Nobody)

:blackrose: "Each of these lives is the right one! Every path is the right path. Everything could have been anything else and it would have just as much meaning." (Mr. Nobody)

:blackrose: "In chess, it's called "Zugzwang". When the only viable move... is not to move." (Mr. Nobody)

:blackrose: "Before he was unable to make a choice because he didn't know what would happen. Now that he knows what will happen, he is unable to make a choice." (Mr. Nobody)

:blackrose: "I'm not afraid to die, I'm afraid I haven't lived enough. It should be written on every school chalkboard, 'Life is a playground or nothing." (Mr. Nobody)

:blackrose: "Why am I me and not somebody else?" (Mr. Nobody)

:blackrose: "Alcohol may be man's worst enemy, but the bible says love your enemy." (Frank Sinatra)

:blackrose: "I am against religion because it teaches us to be satisfied with not understanding the world." (Richard Dawkins)

:blackrose: "Today is the first day of the rest of your life." (Charles Dederich)

:blackrose: "Secrets have a cost. They're not free. Not now- not ever." (Amazing Spider-Man)

:blackrose: "I tried to stand up and fly straight, but it wasn't easy with that sumbitch Reagan in the White House. I dunno. They say he's a decent man, so maybe his advisers are confused!" (Raising Arizona)

:blackrose: "Truth is singular. Its "versions" are mistruths." (Cloud Atlas)

:blackrose: "Yesterday I believe I would never have done what I did today." (Cloud Atlas)

:blackrose: "We cross and re-cross our old paths like figure-skaters." (Cloud Atlas)

:blackrose: "Our lives are not our own. From womb to tomb, we are bound to others. Past and present. And by each crime, and every kindness, we birth our future." (Cloud Atlas)

:blackrose: "No matter what you do, it will never amount to anything more than a single drop in a limitless ocean." - "What is an ocean, but a multitude of drops?" (Cloud Atlas)

:blackrose: "Some people live more in 20 years than others do in 80. It’s not the time that matters, it’s the person." (Doctor Who)

:blackrose: "Never ignore coincidence. Unless, of course, you’re busy. In which case, always ignore coincidence." (Doctor Who)

:blackrose: “When you’re a kid, they tell you it’s all… Grow up, get a job, get married, get a house, have a kid, and that’s it. But the truth is, the world is so much stranger than that. It’s so much darker. And so much madder. And so much better.” (Doctor Who)

:blackrose: “One may suffer a world of demons for the sake of an angel.” (Doctor Who)

:blackrose: "I didn't mean to break his nose, his nose just happened to be in the middle of where I was punching." (Seven Psychopaths)

:blackrose: “That's the problem with people today – they've lost faith, and in that loss, they no longer know who they should fear." (TVD)

:blackrose: "I don't mind being the bad guy. Because somebody has to fill that role and get things done. You do bad things for no reason. You do them to be a dick.” (TVD)

:blackrose: "If you're going to be bad, be bad with purpose, otherwise you're just not worth forgiving." (TVD)

:blackrose: "I do not treat you like a baby. I treat you like a slob. There's a difference." (River Wild)

:blackrose: "I am a nice guy. Just a different kind of nice guy." (River Wild)

:blackrose: "Uncommon beauty is commonly overlooked." (The Woodsman)

:blackrose: "Happy people are kind of... arrogant." (Super)

:blackrose: " I don't ask for favors, Colonel. I express my expectations." (X-Men: First Class)

:blackrose: "Sometimes the things you can't change, they end up changing you." (The Air I Breathe)

:blackrose: "Sometimes being totally fucked can be a liberating experience." (The Air I Breathe)

:blackrose: "And in the end, I realized that I took more than I gave, I was trusted more than I trusted, and I was loved more than I loved. And what I was looking for was not to be found but to be made." (She's Having A Baby)

:blackrose: "I thought I was headed in the right direction. My Dark Passenger back behind the wheel. But if I was so sure I knew where I was going, how did I get so lost?" ~Dexter

:blackrose: "There's this cliche where serial killers are always described as 'quite', 'kept to himself', 'kind of a loner'..... it's a cliche for a reason!" ~Dexter

:blackrose: "Fiona wanted it so bad she invented it, played all the parts herself. But if you play a role long enough, really commit, does it ever become real?" ~Dexter

:blackrose: "It's simple human nature to keep little secrets about ourselves. I dye my hair. I watch internet pornography. But what if your whole life is a secret? A lie. And exposing the truth could destroy everything you are. What do you do? Run?" ~Dexter

:blackrose: "She isn't drawn to my darkness like Lila. Or blind to it like Rita. And she doesn't need it like Lumen. She accepts both sides of me - the whole Dexter. So why am I walking away from this? Because when some chemicals mix, they combust...and explode." ~Dexter

:blackrose: "SAL PRICE: You broke into my apartment?
DEXTER MORGAN: No, I very carefully picked your lock." ~Dexter

:blackrose: "I love Halloween. The one time of year when everyone wears a mask … not just me. People think it's fun to pretend you're a monster. Me, I spend my life pretending I'm not. Brother, friend, boyfriend – all part of my costume collection. Some people might call me a fraud. Let's see if it will fit. I prefer to think of myself as a master of disguise." ~Dexter

:blackrose: "I like to pretend I’m alone. Completely alone. Maybe post-apocalypse or plague. Whatever. No one left to act normal for, no need to hide who I really am. It would be freeing." ~Dexter

:blackrose: “No matter where we go, we take ourselves and our damage with us. So is home the place we run to, or is it the place we run from?” ~Dexter

:blackrose: “I really don’t like guns - they’re so loud and messy, and they take all the skill and pleasure out of things.” ~Jeff Lindsay

:blackrose: “Watch any Western and you’ll know a man out for vengeance should dig two graves, one for his enemy and one for himself.” ~Dexter

:blackrose: “I would give anything to feel nothing again.” ~Dexter

:blackrose: “If home is where the heart is, where do you go when you don’t have a heart?” ~Dexter

:blackrose: “I should know better than to count on the future. All you can ever believe in is now. This moment. Because in a blink, everything can change.” ~Dexter

:blackrose: “I just know there’s something dark in me and I hide it. I certainly don’t talk about it, but it’s there always, this Dark Passenger. And when he’s driving, I feel alive, half sick with the thrill of complete wrongness. I don’t fight him, I don’t want to. He’s all I’ve got. Nothing else could love me, not even… especially not me. Or is that just a lie the Dark Passenger tells me? Because lately there are these moments when I feel connected to something else… someone. It’s like the mask is slipping and things… people… who never mattered before are suddenly starting to matter. It scares the hell out of me.” ~Dexter

:blackrose: “They make it look so easy. Connecting with another human being. It’s like no one told them it’s the hardest thing in the world.” ~Dexter

:blackrose: “We all have something to hide. Some dark place inside us we don’t want the world to see. So we pretend everything’s okay. Wrapping ourselves in rainbows. And maybe that’s all for the best, because some of these places are darker than others.”

:blackrose: "Sometimes I wonder what it would be like for everything inside me that's denied and unknown to be revealed. But I'll never know. I live my life in hiding. My survival depends on it." ~Dexter

:blackrose: "Never underestimate the capacity of other people to let you down." ~Dexter

:blackrose: "if Catholicism had its way, we would all still be living on a flat Earth at the center of the universe with hell down below and heaven just somewhere to the left of the moon." ~Hawking

:blackrose: "Absolute honesty isn't always the most diplomatic nor the safest form of communication with emotional beings." ~Interstellar


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Oleg-Bardenkov Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!:) (Smile) 
DegasClover Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the :iconfavbomb-plz:  on my Loki (pencil drawing) fanart 
I really apreciate it :happybounce:
I have other similar items in my gallery if you would be interested , or watch me if you would like to see more. 
Please visit again soon Meow :3 
Mad42Sam Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2015   Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav :)
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sarahhite Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2015   Digital Artist
eee a fellow Lestat lover! <3
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Raydawggie Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2015
Your art is gorgeous! I was wondering if you could point me to your point commission rates or note me? I definitely might be interested in commissioning, but I'm not sure if I could afford it right now. :)
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CyberPunkSammy Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015  Student Artist
May I have a Point Commission/
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Sh0tisha Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015  Student Digital Artist
   Thank you for the watch ^.^
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JessHavok Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
I adore your page! Bennie, (GOOD) vampires, gah. Awesomeness.
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